so tight

yes i am...or i was haha

you have a sense of new appreciation and admiration for your significant other when they pleasure you in the most incredible way, that it leaves you trembling the whole nite...and when you wake up in the morning, all you can do is stare at their face and lay gentle kisses on them

so nerdy

...i never thought i would be so nerdy...well it wasnt for me it was for a friend so that makes it a little better...

This weekend was a different...for one thing, we didnt go to peter's house...which we have been going to atleast once a weekend...everybody actually came up to our area...to LA!...haha fun stuff not having to do the drive down to the OC...but i do appreciate my friends comin up

we went karaoke at Ktown...me, my lover gjaybaby, harry, johnny, mikey, peter, charlie, jason and devin...some of us drank...not too many...and the ppl that did drink didnt have as much as me...damn i must of acted and sounded like a fucktard haha...but its aiite...i have so much fun when im fucked up...

i know that there was tension and drama in the air...but im glad that my friends acted in a mature manner and didnt dispute over it that nite...i guess as much as we try, we cant have a perfect world where everybody gets along all the time...its okay to be mad but its the way you act upon it that reallie matters...im glad that my friends choose to handle things maturelly...

a while back, me and gjay were talking in his car in our spot...we talked bout everything...bout our relationship and our friends...finally as we were driving off...he said something like, "im glad that we are adults, so we can talk things over"...i responded, "no, not all adults can do what we just did, im glad that we are mature and can talk things over"

anyways...gettin back into what happened this weekend...haha...after karaoke, a couple of us camped out for the release of the Nintendo Wii...haha..i never thought i would be so nerdy...well it wasnt for me it was for a friend so that makes it a little better...haha but yea...we layed out blankets and slept there...waited til the store opened at 8am...peter got his Wii...tried it out at my house and i must say, "wow, i want one"...i wonder tho if ill get tired swinging the Wiimote around for hours upon hours of gaming

i want one now...it is surely on my wish list for xmas...plus dont forget the zelda game...omg i cant wait to be stuck on the screen on the tv all day playin that game...okay so i am a nerd...=/ haha

friends

friends come and go...its all a part of life

its tough sometimes to think of how much time youve spent w/ someone, then after it all, they are jus not compadible w/ you, or not worth your time...its tough...but its real

you meet many ppl in your life, but those that stick around are those that you can truely say are your friends...they are the ones that are there for you when you feeling great or when you are not feeling so great

wonderful...yes it is to have friends that actually live close by...johnny and harry...finally me and gjay have ppl to hang out w/ during the weekdays...although our relationships are still fresh, i can already see us bonding...

"Oh bitch" - Mac-y (added the "y" koz everyone else has a "y")

"Quiet you" - Gjay

"It is now" - Harry

"Duhhh" - Johnny

hopefully we keep at it and do more healthy chillings...hopefully

taboo...and spending money

so it was a week ago...mine and gian's party...

we had it all planned out to be at my pad...certain complications arise and i had to cancel it...but homeboi kevin pulled through and was able to have it at his pad...i wanted to keep it small, and it was so late notice...so im sorrie if i didnt invite you...but to the ppl that did go, thanx...that was one of the best nites ive spend w/ my friends

at first i thought it was gonna be wierd, soo many different ppl...the mix of my friends and gians friends, and then the mix of my old school friends and my downe friends...but i was surprised to see pretty much everybody gettin along...guess alki brings different ppl together...a little disappointed in some ppl koz they didnt socialize outside of their group as much as i thougt they would...but thats all good...anyways i wanted to thank everyone that came and made that nite great, and especially those who helped out w/ alki and those who gave me a present...Taboo was great

this weekend was filled...money draining weekend...i got a great jacket from express from my baby...friday was rage, my first time being legal to drink and i only bought one drink...i drank before i got into the club and i didnt wanna throw up...but yea, me and my boo got into an argument...w/ yelling and the works...but its all good koz we made up that same nite...haha it was great

sat was fun...went to a tranny pagent...watched some of my friends sang...and then had dinner at denny's w/ Gjay, Harry, Johnny and Michael...then headed to irvine to kick back w/ more friends...got home around 5 in the morning...then sunday, pretty much hung out w/ Gjay and then we watched Texas Chainsaw w/ Mart and Harry...

spending is not good...and ima try not to spend so much this week and this weekend...so if you wanna hang out...plz let it be something that wouldnt cost so much money

Taboo